Driving home one day from work, a burning question was answered. I was 23 years old, asking “Who are you, God?” Aflame with red and orange blossoms, a beautiful Royal Ponciana tree touched me to my core with the message “I am that I am.”
Three years later, in a metaphysical church, the message proclaimed many times was “ye are gods” – “you are one with all that is.” I wanted to know this from my inside not just with my mind. One night I dreamed that I came home after sunset. The house was dark. As I came in the front door, I could feel a presence there. Suddenly a male voice reverberated throughout the whole house. “I am here” boomed the voice – my voice. The presence was so huge and terrifying that I woke myself and wanted to fall to my knees. Though both these meetings were seen through my childhood understanding of “God,” there was no doubt they originated from a sacred source.
Eight years later, I adapted a quiet practice to include meditative writing and began a 39-year journey asking my deepest Self “What is wrong with me?” I would splat out my everyday concerns and wait for some wisdom from my higher Self. That very quiet voice would always respond “I am here, Beloved, I am with you always.” Over time, that voice has never judged me or made me wrong. My Beloved Inner Being is always there, with the most precious acceptance and tender caring imaginable. And here is what that deep Source has taught me.
There is nothing wrong with any of us. Your deepest essential Self loves you as you are. We were given this gift of this lifetime, to come to bring the larger part of who we are out into the world.
The world needs us. We women are the connectors, we see connection, between nature, Gaia, and each other. We know how important it is. It is our role, to come, give our best, and help the world find better ways to be.
We have been trained and hypnotized to doubt ourselves, to diminish and not believe in ourselves. It is possible to reach through to our essence. We are the ones who have the superpower to see through all that crap and gook.
How? We connect with others. Become tribes and communities who support each other. We give each other a helping hand. We open to our essence. We hold the intention to listen, receive and register the communication from our core. We ask daily how we can embody more of who we really are. We hold space for that communication to emerge.
As connection grows between each other and with that deep powerful eternal presence that always abides within us- that is our true nature; it just lights us up. Then we radiate as lighthouses in the world. We help show humanity how to make the next transformational step.
by Anna Fussell
Published June 2021
Luminous Wisdom Sophia
